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Re: Beneath the Veil - my grief journey

Post by Cloud on Mon Aug 13, 2018 6:06 pm

hugs Ruben hugs

You're right. You have us behind us every step of the way, all of you do

It is refreshing to talk to others who understand
whether it's bereavement/suicides, losses, addictions,

Absolutely no judgement here
I am glad you're opening up about your feelings too. In fact, feel free to start your own thread if it will help you, you could post to it, like a blog,

I think it's a good way to give and receive support like i'm doing here. Sometimes something will click and I suppose it will help others see there's a light at the end of the tunnel, and if not, at least feel like others get it

Like you say, suicide losses are very different to some, there's a whole other load of pain that comes, more with the unknown, the what-if's... and the guilt it can be something else entirely


You're not alone, post away all you need, we all have time for you

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Post by Cloud on Mon Aug 13, 2018 6:06 pm

hugs Ruben hugs

You're right. You have us behind us every step of the way, all of you do

It is refreshing to talk to others who understand
whether it's bereavement/suicides, losses, addictions,

Absolutely no judgement here
I am glad you're opening up about your feelings too. In fact, feel free to start your own thread if it will help you, you could post to it, like a blog,

I think it's a good way to give and receive support like i'm doing here. Sometimes something will click and I suppose it will help others see there's a light at the end of the tunnel, and if not, at least feel like others get it

Like you say, suicide losses are very different to some, there's a whole other load of pain that comes, more with the unknown, the what-if's... and the guilt it can be something else entirely


You're not alone, post away all you need, we all have time for you

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Re: Beneath the Veil - my grief journey

Post by Cloud on Mon Aug 20, 2018 7:41 am



If I had to

If I had to share a poem to describe this to the World
I'd tell everyone you were the most precious
most beautiful little girl

Though your life was non existent to them, i'd
tell them that you surely lived, although you did not
cry or get to experience life outside, like other kids.

What is life really I cry out
, does being inside the womb mean
otherwise?
See you came out so perfect to me, little nose, mouth
and perfect eyes.
And whilst you did not get to run about and play
and grow and skip

The day you came to exist,
I know our hearts did.

There will forever be a bond between me
between you and your dad
Though we're no longer together we both will always
treasure the time we had

Now you're free to laugh, skip and play in heaven
with loved ones by your side

And your leaving us is so painful and at times, yes, I still
cry
But now I look outside for you, you're in the beautiful flowers that
bloom, you're up there in the skies
You're in the beauty of the Moon

when you are next to me i know it, because mostly
I see you in playful butterflies.

I forever cherish the heart shape clouds you send to me in the Sky

I will meet with you another day, for now,
stay safe with your grandpa

And know that no matter the distance from Earth to
Heaven,
I trust we're never too far apart.

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Re: Beneath the Veil - my grief journey

Post by Cloud on Mon Aug 20, 2018 7:44 am

Ruben i'm just reading your post hugs I will reply soon


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Post by Cloud on Mon Aug 27, 2018 1:21 pm

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Re: Beneath the Veil - my grief journey

Post by Cloud on Wed Sep 12, 2018 2:48 pm



Really missing S today

My mobile broke so I was about to throw it away but it came back on again yesterday. I decided to give that phone away as I have a new one, and this phone is full of pictures of her so I had to transfer them all to my email and such today to back them up again. I'm heartbroken all over again everytime I look at her pics. But it's bitter sweet because i'm also full of love and happiness , yet just feel my heart tear apart all at once. There's no way to describe it. And wish that people wouldn't judge the age of a child when they passed. Whether they were 1 day, 22 months, or 45 years, they are someones child and they were loved the whole time they existed

I've faced a lot of judgement over the years even in grieving parent's groups which is why I don't bother anymore. It became a debate that one was older than the other therefore one mum hurts more ... Completely untrue

No matter how old they were, every Christmas every birthday, every family event, every time we look at the photo or don't, every memory.. every day without them, it hurts. Age, circumstances, date, time passed since their death and more is so irrelevant.
I'm just thankful for the small little strong network of great friends I have . They've been a life-saver in more ways than one and I love each and every one of them prayer cupid

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Post by Cloud on Wed Sep 12, 2018 2:51 pm



My friends who walked with me when I was ''broken''
You are more precious than anything, thank you so much admires admires

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Post by Cloud on Wed Sep 12, 2018 2:54 pm


Signs from spirit I love you

(Look how beautiful this moth is yellowflowers

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